Was reading someone's blog and I was really envy that they could achieve what they want in life. And, I can't.
I guess I am jealous. Really do. I mean, life is not going as what I have planned earlier. Many thing change and plan always doesn't apply the same way anymore. Like what kantha loves to say, "is impossible to plan everything out" and tada tada tada. I argued, telling him that his statement doesn't apply to my life. Oh well, as time passes, he was right.

Certain thing you can't predict neither control. And luck always counts in. It happens that I have shitty luck. I always push myself to achieve more than what I wanted, in order to be perfect. Till a preu course that crash everything down, bomb.

After getting advice from the asshole, all I can do for now is quickly find another aim and go for it. I hope it's a good change. Perhaps god wants me to do something diff ? :)

Live positively is all I want now. Looking forward to my uni life. :D


And, happy valentine's time day ruban <3 thank you for everything.

:')

Very glad that things happening around me was great.
Love life has changed myself so so much even I can't recall how I used to be. I guess is a good thing though.
College is almost hit the end. All we left are trials and actual exam.

October is coming soon. Everyone told me two months is pretty long. But for me, it is very short :/ keep hoping the time will stop but in reality it doesn't. Now only start to appreciate. But better than never :)

I have learnt so much and there is so much more to learn. Looking forward into everything in my life and always remind myself to be positive.

Xo.

Enchanted

Vanished When I Saw Your Face.

Boo yeaaaahhh ;)